SERIOUSLY?!?!?!

So I know that I all ready posted something on Christmas but this is another thing. These things have been running through my head all day and its time to let them out.

It was Christmas Eve. I woke up around 3. I was not feeling good and threw up. (I've been sick since last saturday). I knew that I had to be home by 4 to cook Mac & Cheese for the kiddies as part of Christmas dinner. So Tyson decides to get up and go to the store for what I have no idea. But he comes home about a half hour later and tosses some candy and a dr. pepper to me and then takes his coat off. By then Sally (his cat) had gotten out of her bed to greet him at the door. Well he threw his coat on the floor and picked her up and threw her outside and told her that she was staying out there all day/night. I got up from laying on the couch and said your not keeping her out there that long, its too cold for her out there what did she do anyways. She peed on his coat. After fighting about that for about 5 minutes I get up again and decide to get ready to go home. I hear him let her in and then I hear him shoving her in her kitty litter box and facing it towards the wall so she couldn't get out. I got up set again and said you can't do that to her either. She can't be stuck inside her litter box full of her feces that arn't good for her to breath in for a long time. He was yelling at me and asking me how to get her to stop peeing every where and I told him that he needs to keep his house clean and most of all her litter box cleaned cause cats won't go in it if it is to dirty.

Aunt Bec HELP! Is there anything else we can do to get her to stop peeing on everything but her litter box. She is fixed also and only does it if we are gone or sleeping. She won't do it while we are awake.

So that was Christmas Eve.

Christmas day was a little better but not much. I stayed home with my grandparents and we were all just lazy bums for the day. lol. So I decide to get online after I woke up from a nap and asked Tyson if he would come get me cause I would like to see my boyfriend on Christmas. He says no I don't want to drive. I'm sorry. I told him that he wasn't sorry and that it was bull crap he came up with that excuse. Then he came up with I'm sick and your sick and I just don't want to drive. lol. Then I told him I wish you would just tell me that you don't want to see me instead of coming up with stupid excuses. Why doesn't my own boyfriend who suppositvely loves me doesn't want to see me on Christmas day. OHHHHH I was one upset person for a few hours.

HAHAHA there is my holiday! Merry Christmas to me!

Merry Christmas!!!!

This year my Uncle Chris, Aunt Jenny, and their kiddies drove up here from Las Vegas. For years we've never really done any family thing on Christmas Day, we do it all Christmas Eve. So unlike any other year we did Christmas Eve again. It was nice to see everyone again. Carissa, Michael, and McKensie (how ever you spell it) was also here. I haven't seen Carissa since we were little kids. Now she has her own family!

Any who!

Didn't get to go to the other families Christmas. It sucks but it happens. My mom and dad finally came down for once and I wasn't there! I should have made plans before today haha! Maybe next year!

Ornament Exchange

The ornament exchange was a blast. It was good to see everyone again. When I first got to my grandma's Tanner and Garrett both looked at me and said, "You haven't been here for a long time." So cute. Seeing everyone was awesome. Jaxon still doesn't come to me cause he doesn't know who I am. Sad!, but my fault. I need to start going to the family dinners more often.

The ornaments were so cute. Grandma Watkins gave us a big white snow flake, cards or a calander, and a bear angel. Mine only has one wing and didn't notice it till I got home. Grandma McCune had finished a bunch of cross stitching that my aunts had started when they were little girls. Rebecca made these cute little crystal things. MariAnn painted a Santa face on some spoons. Elizabeth made penguins out of bells. (LOVE PENGUINS). I wish I could have taken the whole bowl. lol. Emily painted little snowflakes. And I sewed together little stockings and mittens and stuffed them with candy.

All in all it was a great night. I love you guys and can't wait to join in next year!

Ornament Exchange

After getting half way through with what I was going to do, I ran out of time. Here it is 24 hours away from the party I have nothing done. Stressed I might say. I got home today from Tyson's house and she had gone to the store and got me something to do that was quick and easy. All 9 done in 30 minutes. Can't wait to see everyones ornaments this year!

Family Tradition/Ornament Exchange

So this year, as you all know, I've been living with my Grandma and Grandpa Davis. We are leaving around 630 am Wednesday morning to Las Vegas for Thanksgiving. We are going to my Uncle Chris' house this year.

After contemplating if I was going to do the ornament exchange, I decided I was going to. I only have like a few days to get 9 ornaments done. I would take them with me Vegas but that would be such a pain cause all of it is all painting. Got to go look for designs.

Harley Made State

I went up to Idaho on Halloween to watch Harley in the playoffs for state. His team did so well. It was 40 something to 12. Woo Hoo!!! Way to go Malad!!! He did so good the few seconds his coach had him in there. They now play Declo and they are super good. They've played them 2 times so far this year and Declo beat the crap out of them. I guess Declo has gone undefeated. I hoping the boys will turn around and kick Declo's but. If not oh well. I'll keep you posted.

Discover Card

So Discover Card called yesterday. They told me that they couldn't offer me the job anymore due to my credit. I hate that companies these days base their decision on people's credit. So now I'm looking for a job again. Had an interview today. It went well.

Discover Card

So I had my 3rd interview today. The first 2 were over the phone. So it was decided today that I got the job. It was a long process but I did it. I was there for 4 1/2 hours today. Got interviewed, drug tested, and finger printed all in the same building. I'm so excited.

I made it!

I made it to my grandma Davis's house finally. I'm happy to be in a secure place where I can stay till I get back on my feet. Going to be looking for a job in the morning. I had a great week with Brian. He is super duper awesome. Miss him though. Oh well, we will get to see each other soon. The only problem is that he lives in Roy and I'm out in Kearns. Like I said though, we will be hanging out again.

Couch Surfing

For the last 2 weeks I've been couch surfing. I finally found somewhere I can stay. I'm in Roy with a friend till Monday. Then on Monday I'll be going to Kearns to live with my Grandma Davis. So I'm happy about that. She put some rules on me that I don't like but what can I do. She is just trying to help me get back on my feet. Once I save enough money to get my own place I'll be moving out.

I also met a friend online that is going to give me a job starting at $15.50 an hour to work in a warehouse for 1-800-Contacts. I hope he isn't messing around guess we'll have to see.

Thats my update for now! More to come later.

Ridiculous

So once again over stupid things I'm looking for a place to live again. Got into a heated argument with my roommates and instead of solving it like adults and sitting down with each other to work out they kicked me out. I was in Bountiful for the night and the next morning I find out that they put my things out side on the curb. Yeah, wasn't to happy about that. They took half of my clothes and my laptop was missing too. They said that they put everything outside. But I think they have it 'cause they sent me message saying that they were going to pawn it.

Family Camping

So the entire family with the exception of me and my family are camping. I would have gone but my best friends got married today and the reception is tomorrow. Man oh man would I have liked to go. Haven't seen my family for a long time. I hope you all have fun!

Interviews

I had two interviews today. One was with Aflac Insurance, I don't think I'll accept that one, because its all commission based and that is why I quit my last one. The other one that I went to was with Fishwest. Its a fly fishing shop right here in Sandy. That one pays $8.00/hour. It looks really fun and I think I'll get the job. All I would be doing is tying flies, and doing order fulfillment. I really really hope I get this one.

Trip to Aunt Em's.

I had to go up to Aunt Em's to get some clothes for my roommate to borrow cause she's getting married on Friday at the court house. Its been awhile since I've seen Emily, Brook, and Aaden. Aaden is getting so big! He's so cute and makes lots of noises. It was good to see them.

PRETTY MUCH THIS AMAZING!!!

Lookin For A Job Again

I'm once again looking for a job! I quit my other one cause I can't live off of strictly commission. I need a base pay. I need to be able to look forward to a check that is always going to be the same and not different every week. I have to many bills to pay!

I have a interview on Wednesday at Aflac Insurance. I'll let you know how it goes!

From God's Arms, To My Arms, To Yours!

I was looking around on Youtube for a video of the Michael Mclains song, "From God's Arms, To My Arms, To Yours". The only one I found was one from The Donny and Marie Show on Mothers Day. I had no idea that she adopted 5 of her children. This video is from the Mother's Day special they did.



I hope you guys realize why this song is so important to me! I listen to it a lot when I'm thinking about Jaxon. I still think that I made the best choice for him. In the past 2 years I've moved a lot and I don't think that would have been good for him. I didn't want him to live this life.

I just want to again thank MariAnn and Dave for taking him. I know he is happy with his life. I know that he's going to have a better life then I could have gave him. You guys are great parents. I love you guys so much! Thank you!

P.S. I hope I didn't make you cry by reading this MariAnn! Not my intentions at all!

SUSHI

So why can you eat raw fish and it doesn't make you sick? If you eat other raw meats it makes you really really sick. How come not raw fish?

MIGRAINES & DATING UPDATE

So I had the worst migraine last night. It was so bad that I was throwing up! I haven't had a migraine that bad in a long time. I hate them. I think I'm going to have them checked out!

The guy that I was dating named John, well we aren't dating anymore! I had to watch the kids one night and we had planned for me to sleep over that night, but I slept over the night before. Anyways I took my roommates son to the zoo that day with my other friend for her work party. Well normally the zoo closes at 5pm but this night they left it open for us till 8. We didn't get home till 10 that night and I ended up watching the kids so my roommates could go out. Well he didn't believe me and thinks that I ditched him. So we aren't talking or dating anymore.

I found a new one that I've been dating his name is Chris! He lives up in Centerville and I'll tell you what. He's a keeper! He's such a sweet heart! The very very first day that we met in person was the day we went to the zoo. He had come with us. I think what is making me like him most is he is really really good with my roommates son! He'll one day be a good daddy! My roommates kid Aiden is in love with Chris! He gets so excited when he comes over! Well yesterday Chris took me to The Happy Sumo in Provo yesterday for Sushi! It was so good. We ate a total of 3 sushi rolls. I'm still trying to figure out why you can eat raw fish and it doesn't make you sick but any other raw meat makes you sick! Help me figure that out please. Well I have to go get ready Chris is coming over! YAY!!!!!!!!!

Tendonitis

I'm out of work till Monday. I went to the hospital yesterday cause when I woke up I couldn't move my right arm with out a sharp pain going through out my shoulder. About 15 minutes later my arm started to tingle clear down into my finger tips. I had to wait till my roommates mom got home so I could use her van to go to the hospital. So when I got there they did their tests and all that good stuff. Come to find out I have tendinitis again. The doctor told me to rest it, ice it, and put heat on it for 5 days. Also to take 600 mg of ibuprofen 3 times a day even if I'm not in pain. He told me not to use my right arm to much. Well when I called my boss and told him that I couldn't do demonstrations for work he was like well then take 5 days off and come back Monday! For not being able to work for 5 days sucks. Its a good thing I don't make an hourly wage its all commission and another good thing is that I missing my second week of training which is a guaranteed $100 a week. So I'm not missing out on any money!

Interview Number 2

I went to my second interview today! Was plannin on only being there till 1pm, but had to stay till 7pm. I got there at 9:30 this morning and they introduced me to my second interviewer. I had to go out and do some demo's with him today up in Ogden. I basically shadowed him all day out in the heat. I'm exhausted. I could have gone home at 1pm if I had a car but I didn't have a car so I had to stay with him till he left. We get back to the office and I had to sit out in the lobby while he and the other managers talked about how I did today. The anticipation sucked. Finally he came out and got me and I then had to sit and talk with the main manager with him and another manager. They asked me a few questions about the day and how I liked it. After talking to them for about 5 minutes they told me that out of the 30 people they interviewed yesterday only 5 got a second interview and out of that 5 only 2 were going to be highered. When she told me that I thought that I wasn't going to get the job. After she said that she asked when I could start and I told ASAP. Then she was like well baised on how you did to day and our conversations that we've had together I would like to have you start tomorrow at 8 am. Let me tell you I was super excited. I guess I had made an impression just by following the guy around and standing out in the 100 degree weather all day! I'm so happy I finally have a job!

Dating

I have never been on a date before! Your probably asking yourself what in the world is wrong with me, I know. So my roommates mom uses this website www.tagged.com. I joined to check it out to see if I would meet anyone I thought I could see myself dating. Well it worked. I've been on there for about a week now and I met this great guy who actually lives down the street from where I live. His name is John. I asked him why he messaged me and he told me that I seemed like a down to earth person. I've seen John every day for the past 2 days. We are going on our first real date today after he gets out of school (he's in college). He is in school for welding and is currently working for...hold on got to check my tagged messages cause I don't remember...oh yea he works for South Valley Sewer right now. He's 22 years old. His personality is awesome and the first night we hung out we both felt and saw a connection. I'm super into this guy...I think even more than I was with Brian! So like I said our first date is tomorrow. He is taking me to Texas Road House. Then next week on the 31st we are going to the Clint Black concert. I'm super excited to get to know him a lot more. I will keep you posted on everything.

Interview Update

So I'm pretty sure that my interview went well. They called me back about 5:30 tonight and asked me to come back tomorrow for a second interview. During that interview they are going to have me go out with some of the people to promote the company. It should be fun. I'm going to be there from 9:30-1pm. I really really hope I get this job! I'll post another update tomorrow to let everyone know how it went.

The Job Hunt

So as many of you know our economy absolutely sucks right now. I've been searching for a job for about 2 months now, been looking everywhere and I mean everywhere. The site I use most to look for a job is www.craigslist.com. I have had 3-4 interviews but they never come through. They always tell me that the position has been filled. So a couple nights ago I sent my resume to like 20 different adds posted on craigslist hoping I'd find something. I go all day today without a single phone call so I got my hopes up and started looking again on craigslist. Well here comes 7 o'clock and the phone rings. My roommate answered it and told me it was for me. I asked if it was a guy or a girl on the phone and he said girl. I assumed it was my friend Karla cause she was the only one I was expecting a call from. So I take the phone and it wasn't her. Come to find out it was a lady from the comany American Executive Office Suites. I got an interview!!! I interview technically today in 5 hours since it is 5:30 in the morning to be a receptionist for the company. I'm super excited because the lady on the phone said the main manager of the company looked at my resume and wanted me to come in for an interview, mind you I don't have that great of a resume. I'm stoked. Hmmm, I'm trying to figure out if that last sentance was a run on! Oh well, it makes sence to me! Anyways the website for the company I am interviewing for is www.amexsuites.com if anyone is interested in what the company is and does. For now I'm off to bed to get some sleep before I have to go! I will deffinately make a new post with the details of my interview. Good night or good morning.

About Me

My name is TaNiesha McCune. I'm 21 years old. I had a son on June 20, 2007. I knew that I couldn't give him the life he deserved at the time so I made the hardest decision of my life. My aunt adopted him and he now has the life he deserves and the life I couldn't give him. He is now 2 years old. I got pregnant in September 2008 but I miscarried December 8, 2008. That was also very hard on me. I don't have many people that I can call friends. The few that I can call friends are also my family. They are Ashley and Parker Ludlow. The have 2 little boys and they are the cutest little boys in the world. I have made many mistakes in my life and I have learned from them. Those mistakes have made me who I am today.