Job Interview

I had a job interview today. I was under the impression that it was for a call center out by the airport. Well I had the 1st interview and got asked to stay for a second interview. During the 2nd interview there was about 20 of us in the room. It turns out that its a sales job. But not your typical sales job, no cold calling or door to door selling. It was by referal only and we'd set appointments to meet with families and go see them. I didn't want that kind of job so I told them I can't accept it for that reason. But I didn't say that I told them I couldn't accept it because I didn't have my own car. I wasn't to happy that the add said it was for a call center. So yeah.

This is really embarrassing but I NEED HELP!!!

So this is really embarrassing but I don't know what to do about it. I've finally come to the conclusion that I have a hemorrhoid. I've researched and researched about it before I finally decided thats what I have. I've had it for a couple of days now. It hurts and is so uncomfy.

I hope that some of you can help me with how to get rid of it and ease the pain. I asked my grandma and she didn't know what to tell me. I'm hopping that one of you guys have a trick up your sleeve or maybe grandma does. PLEASE HELP!!!

Winter Sucks

I'm so sick of this weather. I want it to be summer all ready. I do have to say that I'm glad the inversion isn't as bad as it was a few weeks ago. I can finally breath. So I've been thinking a lot about taking photography in college, when I can get in. I took a few photos of somethings just in my backyard. My grandma says that it looks like we live on a farm. But we don't.

BEST DATE IN THE WORLD

I just went on the best date in the world. I met this one online also lol. I liked him instantly just from hearing his voice on the phone. When he got to my house and I saw him another instant attraction. He's part Italian. He's just up here in Utah to visit his family, he is stationed out in Texas for the military. He goes back on Saturday. Its going to suck but we are going to stay in contact. He can make me smile and laugh really easy. He's got a full sleeve of tattoos on one arm and working on the other arm, and for some reason I've always been attracted to guys with a lot of tattoos. I just like it a lot for some reason. But anyways back to the date. He took me to Tucci's. Its an Italian place that I picked out at Trolley Square. Then we drove to a park and walked around for a while then just drove around town. He's never been up this far north and so I showed him around Salt Lake City. He lived in Lehi for a good portion of his life. We had great chemistry. I was hoping I was gonna get a kiss at the end of the night but not today maybe next time.

SINGLE!!!!

SO STUPID TYSON DUMPED ME TODAY. IT ALL STARTED AS AN ARGUMENT OVER THE STUPID TV AND FROM THERE IT JUST ESCALATED. HE ENDED UP THROWING THINGS IN MY DIRECTION. DON'T KNOW IF IT WAS AT ME CAUSE IT WAS MY BAG FULL OF CLOTHES THAT WASN'T ZIPPED UP SO THEY FLEW EVERYWHERE AND A SOCK ACTUALLY HIT ME LOL. THEN HE STARTED PUNCHING WALLS AND SCREAMING AT ME AT THE TOP OF HIS LUNGS. SAID HE DIDN'T WANT TO BE AROUND ME OR EVEN SEE ME. TOLD ME THAT HE WAS SICK OF OUR RELATIONSHIP AND THAT HE DIDN'T WANT TO BE WITH ME ANYMORE. SO I TOLD HIM THAT I'LL GIVE HIM HIS KEY BACK ONCE I HAVE ALL MY THINGS. AND HE STARTED CLEANING HIS ROOM LOOKING FOR ALL MY STUFF. HE WANTED TO TAKE ME HOME BUT AFTER EVERYTHING THAT JUST HAPPENED AND HOW ANGRY HE WAS I TOLD HIM NO BECAUSE I DIDN'T WANT TO BE IN A VEHICLE WITH HIM THAT MAD. THEN HE WOULDN'T LET ME USE HIS PHONE SO I WAS ABOUT READY TO WALK 1-2 MILES HOME. THEN HE LET ME USE HIS PHONE AFTER BEGGING AND PLEADING WITH HIM. SO I CALLED MY GRANDMA AND SHE CAME AND GOT ME. I EVEN TOLD HIM THAT I SHOULD HAVE BROKE UP WITH HIM WHEN HE WAS ABUSING HIS CAT, CAUSE THAT IS HOW THINGS START LIKE THAT. THEY START WITH ANIMALS THEN MOVE TO PEOPLE. HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO KNOW THAT HE ISN'T GOING TO HIT ME EVEN THOUGH HE SAYS HE WOULDN'T. AFTER WHAT I SAW TONIGHT WHO KNOWS WHAT HE IS CAPEABLE OF DOING TO PEOPLE. I JUST DIDN'T WANT IT TO BE ME.

SO I DECIDED THAT I'M GOING TO TRY AND STAY SINGLE FOR AS LONG AS POSSIBLE. IF SOMEONE COMES INTO MY LIFE THEN COOL IF NOT THEN COOL TOO. I JUST REALLY NEED TO GET BACK ON MY FEET BEFORE I THINK ABOUT ANOTHER RELATIONSHIP. WON'T BE AS STRESSFUL LOL.

Layout

I was looking though the layouts for our blogs. I couldn't find one that I liked the best so I really can't believe I said screw it and went with a valentines one. I also made a playlist with some love songs that I know and love.

BEST WISHES TO ALL IN 2010!!!!

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!!!

SOME OF US MAY BE SAD THAT THE NEW YEAR IS HERE ALL READY. I AM A LITTLE SAD BUT ONLY BECAUSE IT MEANS THAT I HAVE TO GET ONE YEAR OLDER! OTHER THAN THAT THE YEAR 2010 WILL BE BETTER THAN 2009.

JUST WANTED TO SAY I HOPE YOU ALL HAD THE BEST 2009 AND BRING ON WHAT 2010 HAS TO OFFER!